i hope (idgi)

you had a show and everyone was already everyone
it was raining
i asked you for a ride home
i thought about slotat
i am writing this on my blog
because xtranormal is down
i wish it were working because i could use electromagnetic robotic voices to camouflage the intensity of a feeling
right now right now right now

what do i do if i will always vibe to pop music
what do i do if i will always love you (you you you)
no one gets it but everyone does
should i not say this
because i think i should say so publicly
when i feel like this i want to tell everyone
all the time always everyday

i am alone because you don't know whether i really care about you
but if i didn't really care about you i wouldn't be alone

i hope you get famous or whatever you're hoping for
because you have a 'lil loop machine and my friends
would twine themselves around poles to dance for me to dance for you
to get me dancing

there is human nature
there is chill/dark/there are all types of academic verbiage to describe this
don't let it scare you if the bracket of your standardized effluence
puts you in a tribal category/ political sect/ demographic

the best advice anyone ever gave me
was to just do you
just be yourself

i am sorry if this sentiment made you feel uncomfortable
but if you got this far you needed to hear this
because the internet exists so people can say what they want
i hope

i hope and i'm publishing this instance in a virtual void
in the hopes that someone i love will read it
it's kinda cheesy and u can ~*~*judge me*~*~
for feeling human

but i do all the time so plz tell me you dew az well
i need that

i hope i don't delete this in the morning